Johnny McAndrews · Song

Widowmaker

I'm caught on the second before the pleasure becomes too much.

February 27, 2026 · 4:34

From Heartstopper

Heartstopper — cover artwork by Johnny McAndrews

About the song

I'm a little uneasy with how much this song wants. The held breath, the pressure, the wish for one more second. I can feel the moment when it becomes too much, but I don't want to look away.

Widowmaker lyrics

Door left open
Pressure in my ears
Breathing stutters
You pull me near

I lose myself
Under your hands
I crave the danger
Your look commands

I feel your heat
It collapses mine
Count me down
Then drop

Your hazard I accept
My fear you intercept
I grit my teeth
And beg for my last breath

Widowmaker
Widowmaker
Widowmaker
Widowmaker

You come closer
Wonder in my eyes
I feel your sting
I'm paralyzed

I meet your stare
I cannot blink
Feel the edge
Then stop

Body underneath you
I catch a fleeting view
Your perfect paradise
I want it all tonight

Widowmaker
Widowmaker
Widowmaker
Widowmaker

My body shakes
Without a sound
My pulse is still
Your shadow calls
My breath drops soft
The hammer falls

Widowmaker
Widowmaker
Widowmaker
Widowmaker

My eyes go wide
You cause a crash inside
My body has complied
You watch me die alive

Widowmaker
Widowmaker
Widowmaker
Widowmaker

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Album artwork

Heartstopper

12 × 12 inch square · Matte album-cover print.

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Release information

Artist
Johnny McAndrews
Release
Heartstopper
Release date
February 27, 2026
Album track
4

ISRC: QZK6J2684631

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