Shattered

Morning breaks in different ways
Across a mirror I can't face
Every surface keeps your shape
But none of them agree

I step around the fallen light
Like I will bleed if I don't move right
These memories have an edge
Sharpened by your silence

I reach for where the line once ran
It splinters in my hand

I'm shattered
Not broken, just scattered
I don't agree with what I see
I'm shattered
The future doesn't matter
When the past cuts into me

I see you in the wrong reflections
In windows and the rear view
Every splinter tells our story
But now it sounds like a mystery to me

These words still hum inside of me
But they never come out right
I know the shape we used to be
But I can't trace the edges anymore

I touch the cracks of what remains
And feel them break away

I'm shattered
Not broken, just scattered
Even I don't look like me
I'm shattered
The future doesn't matter
When the past cuts into me

We met at a perfect angle
Skin and bone, no space between
Now every mirror argues
With my own memory

I'm shattered
Not broken, just scattered
I don't know what I'm meant to be
I'm shattered
The future doesn't matter
When nothing stays that close to me

The world still looks like something whole
But nothing fits the plan